毕业了^^

毕业了^^
昨天刚完成演唱会，轻松很多了~

虽然我落选了，但感谢神让我有个很好的经验，学了很多东西，认识了很多很好的朋友。
虽然开始我也蛮难过的，回到家还偷留了几滴眼泪...哈哈
就老爱想是自己很差，没有比别人努力，自己不够好，还是不够圣洁神不再使用我，
又对不起朋友，领袖，CYC，家人因为让他们失望。挣扎很久，有真够软弱的...哈哈

但神真的很爱我！虽然我这次没进到海螺，
因为我相信神要给我的不只是这些，神一定会预备更好的在前面等着我。
其实很多人可能不明白我在说什么，或者会在认为我在安慰自己，
但我相信不是的，乃是神透过圣灵告诉我的..
其实还没公布之前我大概都知道答案了，只是我还在担忧...
因为我在总评量考试时候生病了，拖了两轮才考，老师也随便帮我补考而已。
我想这也是神在安排，祂真的是太奇妙了！

因为神要我做的，而不是这世上要我去做的，乃是神要我去做的！
这是神给我的，不要因为这小小的失败而崩溃，乃是要更努力去做！
依靠圣灵行事，祂必定带领我前面的道路。
先求神的国，再求神的意。这是我领受的！

我真的很开心，因为虽然我只有小小的演出，但家人还有领袖和组员都一直在支持我到最后，超爱你们的~！！
虽然有些朋友没来，但你们的信息对我来说都是个很大的鼓励，谢谢你们啊！^^

sTaTion 1 CaFe

QueeNie_YayA_Lai KueN_JiLL FisH_Chooi YianG

ReaLLy LonG TimE No sEE LoH~

haPPy to MeeT BacK YoU aLL....
WorK de WorK, StuDy de StuDy, PaK ToH de PaK ToH.....keke.....

hoPe u aLL HaPPy^^GoD BleSS u aLL HaV a WondefuL FuturE...
GoT TimE MeeT ouT aGaiN LaH!!XD

PerfoRm on FatheR's daY

today had a perform again in L5, for father's day...keke...everytime when i have perform i also very happy n thanks god to let me got chance to serve him.

but everytime b4 i perform also very nervous...of cos today also la..keke...

tis song i din practise well, and it is a english song, more cham..lol.

everytime before i go stage i also will pray for myself, today also...

i tell god, "wat i do now, wat i sing, i juz wanna glorify ur name"

but today when i stay on the stage...im feel different, im not really nervous like last time..i feel confident...not because myself...is becoz i knew tat holy spirit close to me...i knew tat god looking at me.

that i know, my life had change...my confident is not come out from myself, i sing well not because of my voice...is because of jesus..because his voice is the most beautiful in this world^^

HaLo reCordinG StudiO

yesterday 1st time go studio for recording our song...so excited^^

there is a nice place...im so excited is because it is the 1st time i heard my own voice very very clear..i have my own mp3 song already......not very good but it is a good experience....xD

iM BeauTifuL....BecausE of HiM

thanks god to send lik foong come our cg n pray for us today,
that is a bless to our heart 8 cg n me too.

through lik foong, god let us to know tat god creat every1 is also beautiful for him,
not becoz of the face look, the body shape, our clever, or our rich
it is becoz of our heart..

i very touch from it because i always have a low self image,
and im still always remind the pass,
i always think im ugly even how many people think i good,
what can i do for my lord n shine to him?

but when the holy spirit fall down in me,
he tell me tat god already forget n forgive what i have done before,
y i still always remind that n low down myself?

god say he love me so much because im beautiful for him,
tat jus a pass....the most important is now,
i really think im beautiful now,
not because of someone else or the outside look,
becoz im in jesus christian,
i have a wondeful n beautiful life tat god specially for me.

thanks god....i love you jesus,i love you....
ur cross....ur sacrifice redeem my soul...
my name is not in the hell now becoz of ur name jesus..

i really hope those who dnt wan or not yet come back to JESUS can be save now by JESUS name,
i really do hope that...becoz no 1 can save without his name JESUS.
pls return to god becoz he is waiting for you come back to him,
juz like a father to ask his son come back to him..
god really love u n me,n every1 he created so much...
he din give up us..because he love us...

god kingdom is coming! nothing is important than it!
i believe tat our malaysia is time to revival!
i believe tat god will fall down his kingdom in our malaysia too!
because we look is impossible, but EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE TO GOD!!

A4J

MALAYSIA, MALAYSIA,

MALAYSIA IS ON FIRE,

LETS CLAP, LETS SHOUT,

AWAKENING FOR JESUS

Aw~such a wondeful conference that we have on last week...
happy tat god send pastor philip n joshua team to malaysia!
thanks god trough them to tell malaysia wat we gonna do now,
i love them so much~wish they will come back again~haha

i believe everyone also have great experience in A4J,
n i know we have to spend more time to close wif our lovely god~
he is waiting for us come near to him...
this just a starting, n we preparing but not to wait,
have to do something n change, coz god kingdom is coming,
we are the 1 who chosen by god, n we suffer to him!
can u heard the beating of god heart?"soul,soul"
y we can heard it? becoz we are christian, we know HIM..the only GOD in this world!

drUmeR..haha